Wednesday, February 23, 2005
ok i really dunno what to say. and should i mention that i'm appalled at my reaction earlier on this afternoon. i really wasn't planning to react that way. it's so embarrassing. i must say that i broke my record. I haven't done that in a public place since i was in primary one. ok maybe outside the strings room isn't really considered public. but it's bad enough. i dunno. at least it wasn't in the amphi. yeah.
sigh. why do things have to change so drastically anyway. i didn't even expect such things to happen. i wish it wasn't happening in the first place. ok i think i'm extremely selfish. sorry. i wish you all the best in your future endeavours yeah.
i spent most of my bus journey home, thinking about these things. and wishing that time wouldn't pass so quickly. i'll really miss you.
wow. expect me to be in a gloomy mood these few days.
there's so much more i wanna say... but i'm not a very expressive person anyway... sighs.
sobs.
